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| THE RECOVERY SUTRAS |
| Part Two:THE DARK WITHIN, ADDICTION'S
SUBTLE SYMPTOMS |
| PREVIOUSLY ON ADDICTION |
Addiction is a modern epidemic which has taken thousands
of lives and diminished countless more worldwide. In
our last article, we defined the phenomena: 'continued
use of substances, such as alcohol, drugs, or food,
or processes, such as gambling, shopping and sex despite
increasingly negative consequences'. We saw that the
12-step programs' description of alcoholism (essentially,
the same as addiction) 'a physical allergy linked to
a mental obsession rooted in a spiritual malady', qualifies
addiction/alcoholism as, perhaps, the first truly holistic
disease.
We looked past Yoga's current form (group stretch classes),
to its original essence: an elegant spiritual psychology
offering an intimate student/teacher relationship and
multi-faceted personal practice as the rich context
and tools for healing and transformation. Clearly, to
reduce the symptoms and reverse the causes of addiction,
Yoga, properly presented, can help.
THE POWER TO CHANGE
We learned that Samkhya, Yoga's sister philosophy, posits
a formless consciousness at the core of each individual
as the foundation for all positive change. When conditions
are right (sattvic), this unchanging seer, or 'cit'
imbues our lives with abundant confidence, wisdom, and
joy. The Yoga Sutras of Patanjali, Yoga's foundation
text, is a guidebook for cultivating more sattvic conditions.
We saw that Yoga perceives the human system as five
interconnected, interactive dimensions or 'mayas'. The
first layer is the gross physical body, or annamaya
(The entirety of Western Medicine is confined to this
level.) Moving inward, we find the more subtle energy
or breath body, the pranamaya, guiding our physiological
functions. Next is the manomaya, or mental layer, which
incorporates the senses, processes information, and
executes behavior. Then, the vijnanamaya, the conditioned
mind, home of our preferences and values. Finally, closest
to the core, is the
anandamaya, or emotional body, representing our inherent
potential for a lifetime of increasingly sustained joy.
Finally we examined Yoga's healing methodology: 1) observing
the symptoms (heyam), 2) discovering the cause (hetu),
3) setting a goal (hanam), and 4) implementing the proper
tools (upayam). This classical therapeutic model is
highly effective whether the problem presents as physical,
physiological, mental or emotional, or in the case of
addiction, a combination.
SPIRALING DOWN
While addiction creates negative symptoms at every level
(see previous article), the deepest problems exist in
the subtle levels of mind, values and emotions, the
mano, vijnana and ananda mayas. We can better understand
these effects by examining the disease's progression,
commonly called 'the addictive cycle'.
The cycle begins when an individual is exposed (by parents,
teacher or peers) to negative mental patterns and behaviors,
such as violence, dishonesty, hypocrisy, perfectionism,
or severe, prolonged criticism. This accumulated negativity
creates uncomfortable emotions, anger, shame and guilt,
as well as a general discontentment with oneself and
the world. When individuals, so conditioned, ingest
alcohol or drugs (or act out) for the first time, they
experience an instant bliss, a sudden transcendence
from their usual state of being. As most addicts will
attest, indulging in the substance or activity was,
initially, a euphoric relief from years of conscious
or unconscious suffering. As the user usually lacks
the necessary insight, support or tools to resolve their
issues, the temporary freedom from negative thoughts
and emotions is a powerful incentive to indulge with
greater frequency and intensity.
IT JUST GETS WORSE
Prolonged use leads to a lifestyle which is increasingly
addiction-centered. Feeling guilty, the individual attempts
to hide their habit from those they are closest to.
As the addiction escalates, behavior becomes more obsessive
and erratic, until, eventually, family, friends and
coworkers begin to express their concerns. Unfortunately,
the addict usually responds to their heartfelt appeals
with powerful defense mechanisms (denial, delusionality,
and rationalization), an intrinsic part of the addictive
cycle. At this point the addict is incapable of processing
negative feedback or modifying their behavior in any
sustainable way. (Note: periodic abstinence, the addict's
ability to temporarily or intermittently exhibit control
over their behavior, rather than a sign of progress,
is merely another confounding characteristic of the
addictive cycle.)
As irresponsible behavior and dishonesty increases,
so do feelings of shame and guilt. Over time, life conditions
worsen, and the individual becomes more isolated, angry,
and hopeless. Simultaneously, the addict develops a
tolerance, needing more of the substance or activity
to feel the same comfort and joy. Eventually, the cycle
is complete. The individual has degenerated from user,
to abuser, to full-blown addict.
While the cycle is consistent regardless of the drug
(or process), some substances, such as crack cocaine,
create a more accelerated, dramatic decline (everything
falls apart), while others, like the socially acceptable,
but insidious marijuana, exhibit milder effects such
as lethargy, low-grade depression, and a life which,
while sustainable, consistently fails to improve.
FOOL YOURSELF
Addiction manifests in the manomaya as severe mental
mismanagement. The addict's ability to learn and grow
from life experiences is profoundly diminished by the
mechanisms of denial, delusionality and rationalization.
Denial is defined as, 'rejecting facts despite clear
evidence of their veracity'. This includes denying the
fact entirely, ('I didn't get fired because of my drinking,
the company was just downsizing), minimizing the seriousness
of the fact, (‘So my little shopping sprees have gotten
me $60,000 in debt. Big deal, everybody owes money these
days.) or accepting the fact but denying responsibility
for it, ('It wasn't my fault. They fired me because
the supervisor felt threatened by my independent nature.')
Delusionality is a condition in which the individual
clings, with absolute certainty, to beliefs based on
false evidence or no evidence at all. ('Okay, so I failed
at quitting pot ten times so far, this time I'm sure
I can do it.') The 12-step programs refer to this as,
'the definition of insanity', 'doing the same thing,
but expecting different results'.
Finally, rationalization is 'providing false motivation
for an action', ('It's not an addiction, I just throw
up, so I don't get sleepy at work.') These defenses
highlight the the basic deception and dishonesty which
fuel the addictive cycle. More on that later.
FOUNTAIN OF SORROW
The Yoga Sutras label these tendencies, collectively,
as 'avidya', or 'misperception'. Sutra II:5 defines
avidya as, 'mistaking the impermanent for the permanent,
the unclean for the clean, the painful for the pleasurable,
and the unconscious for the conscious.' This aptly describes
the full-blown addict, who literally dies trying to
sustain an intrinsically impermanent high, embraces
and defends habits and attitudes which are physically,
mentally, and emotionally toxic, confuses the ever-increasing
pain of addiction for pleasure, and continually misperceives
their habitual, unconscious indulgences as a conscious
choice.
Avidya is a central concept in Yoga. According to Patanjali,
misperception is the root cause of all human suffering
(duhkha) and the fundamental obstacle (klesa) to achieving
our goals. As patterns are dramatized and exaggerated
in the full-blown addict, it is easy to observe their
avidya and the suffering it creates. But the tendency
to misperceive is universal, and the same patterns which
haunt and torture the addict will negatively effect
us all, at one time or another, throughout our lives.
THERE AND BACK
Like a photo enlarged for improved viewing, the addict's
life-and-death struggles and salvation are an easy-to-read
roadmap for our own personal challenges and their possible
resolution. If a hopelessly strung-out junkie or liver-sick
alcoholic can return from the depths of despair to a
life brimming with hope and gratitude (as frequently
happens in the 12-step programs), surely the rest of
us can overcome our worst habits and find our way back
into the light. To the extent that we allow ourselves
to be inspired by the addict's journey, it becomes obvious
that our greatest suffering and most grievous errors
can serve, not as a source of shame, but as a beacon
guiding others back to the clarity and joy that is our
true nature, the reason we all came to be.
Next Month: Part Three, Walking the Talk, Addiction and Confused Values.
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